Did ever dragon keep so fair a cave?
Beautiful tyrant. Fiend angelical.
Dove-feathered raven. Wolvish-ravening lamb.
DESPISED SUBSTANCE OF DEVINEST SHOW!
Just opposite to what thou justly seem'st.
A damned saint, an honourable villain.


GhostsLet me tell the storyGhosts
Of how I came to be In a world so dark It almost enveloped me. It involves three ghosts Of a painful past; The predator, the coward, The imposter with an angels mask.
The first time my Talent was found Of leaving this world With my body bound. I woke with a start, A hand over my face To suppress the cry Of my fall from grace.
He forced it in
And had his way. I ripped and burned, In agony and disarray. Inside, I was screaming For answers of my broken trust. Was I just dr


AzureA blur of blue and greenAzure
Is all that is seen As my eyes meet yours and I'm locked; Unable to look away, Uncomfortable in our fixed gaze.
As your words fall between the vortex, I chip away at your broken past Trying to fit the peices together And find who you are.
I stare into the clearest blue And I find that A sheet of glass between us Is all that stops me From being absorbed.
I'm reminded of standing at the edge Of an azure pool, Frozen on top; Impenetrable.
If I were to jump anyway, Would the


YesterdayA child lost and abandoned, Damaged and broken With nowhere to hideYesterday
Except within myself.
Bear witness to the lies I choose to stand behind, Controlled by the fear That forever drives me.
Put on a happy face Everything will be okay. Tomorrow is a new day, Try not to think the thoughts
Of yesterday.


Dissociative StateShe sits and stares at nothing With the blankest of looks On her face. She fights to conjure a thought, But her robotic actions indicate That her mind has fled. She feels a stiing Somewhere on her body And as she looks down At the blood stained skin On her arm She wonders many things. She remembers why She sent her mind away; For commiting such aDissociative State
Terrible crime against her. The injuries remain But the perpetraitor is banished. However, she feels so Horribly alone and empty Without the only company She ever truly had.
| My name is Nikki. I'm 22 I have a 2 (almost 3!) year old son named Phoenix I love him more than anything. I study Human services at uni. My friends mean the world and more to me. I love to write tho havnt written much over the last couple of years |
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we will fold and freeze together far away from here.--
"well, nevermind, we are ugly, but we have the music."
--leonard cohen 'chelsea hotel'
♥ polymer clay ♥ pixel art and doll bases ♥ writing ♥ other stuff ♥
looking forward to reading more .
I think I could put up more , just got find my head space and the time to just put all my thoughts down on paper .
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One day I will fail to breath and all you will have are memories
welcome to Deviant art
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One day I will fail to breath and all you will have are memories
Xx
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